I don't want their words
nor their untouchable whispers to my ears
I'll live in my world
nothing but your eyes would wipe away my tears
Maybe I need you
it wasn't just superficial thoughts
maybe I dream you
to tell myself I have found love
Could be that it isn't just a game?
Could be that something's alive inside?
That you candled a light on my way
that you can paint a sun in this night
Will you be there at that one moment?
Will you be able to open up your doors?
Will you be there to work things over?
Will you be able to see deep through this core?
How many times should we decide
if we are in this world to live?
How many times should we wake up
once we've found us lost in a dream?
How deep would be the answer
if the question was not meant to?
How deep would be a because
when there is nothing to put through?
Will you be there if I just start
to tear myself down right in front of you?
Will you be able to see the struggle behind
my smile I'm hiding through?
Will you be there to reach ground
if my eyes could not see the reality?
Will you be able to explain to me
reasons not to feed vanity?
I don't wanna dream again
I don't wanna know the end
I just wanna stay awake
I don't wanna meet the ache
I don't wanna hear you say
that you cannot feel the same
I just want you here to stay
don't tell me to get away
And yes, today I need your eyes
it's true, tomorrow will be another day
and yes, today I need your smile
it's true, yesterday I didn't feel the same
Hear myself saying
how much I would take care of you
you maybe won't listen
all the time I think of you
But then is the hope
fading away to put me through
and later the mirror
will say to me I'm a fool
Maybe I should say
maybe I should speak
I should know the steps
don't want pain within
Maybe I just should not stay
maybe I shouldnt even feel
perhaps silence is the way
perhaps the pain is meant for me
