Friday, July 3, 2009

• Walking through the dead in search of life

We became vulnerable down the cry of the stars
we have come now to see if one of them could still shine
we found ourselves just in case to become one
we found ourselves down the moon we used to watch

We left ourselves to the hands of that destiny even we could not see
we left everything to the hands of someone who wasn't able to dream
and so we believed nothing could revive the ashes
but time has found us to learn how to walk from failures

• From a bleeding heart

I don't want their words
nor their untouchable whispers to my ears
I'll live in my world
nothing but your eyes would wipe away my tears

Maybe I need you
it wasn't just superficial thoughts
maybe I dream you
to tell myself I have found love

Could be that it isn't just a game?
Could be that something's alive inside?
That you candled a light on my way
that you can paint a sun in this night

Will you be there at that one moment?
Will you be able to open up your doors?
Will you be there to work things over?
Will you be able to see deep through this core?

How many times should we decide
if we are in this world to live?
How many times should we wake up
once we've found us lost in a dream?

How deep would be the answer
if the question was not meant to?
How deep would be a because
when there is nothing to put through?

Will you be there if I just start
to tear myself down right in front of you?
Will you be able to see the struggle behind
my smile I'm hiding through?

Will you be there to reach ground
if my eyes could not see the reality?
Will you be able to explain to me
reasons not to feed vanity?

I don't wanna dream again
I don't wanna know the end
I just wanna stay awake
I don't wanna meet the ache

I don't wanna hear you say
that you cannot feel the same
I just want you here to stay
don't tell me to get away

And yes, today I need your eyes
it's true, tomorrow will be another day
and yes, today I need your smile
it's true, yesterday I didn't feel the same

Hear myself saying
how much I would take care of you
you maybe won't listen
all the time I think of you

But then is the hope
fading away to put me through
and later the mirror
will say to me I'm a fool

Maybe I should say
maybe I should speak
I should know the steps
don't want pain within

Maybe I just should not stay
maybe I shouldnt even feel
perhaps silence is the way
perhaps the pain is meant for me

• Time is exhausted for action

Today is the day
when I say to you a goodbye
today is the day
nevermore will I fear the night

Today is your day
but it is no longer mine
todat is the day
when I step myself outside

Today will be true
I will hear some words from your voice again
today I'll stay true
you'll hear me but the inside will be dead

Today is when I just woke up
today is when remains the past
today is when all become dust
today is when I say goodbye

Today is when I fly away
today is when I found my aim
today is when I will not stay
today is when I'll cave your grave

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

• Take on me

Read me, I'll show you
because I hide beind the words
find me, I'll show you
how can I hide inside a world

I want you to see me
I want you to know me
I wish you could read me
I wish you could love me

Too far from head to mouth
too close from mind to hand
too far yourself for now
too close I'm to reach ground

If you wanna hear I'll talk
if you could fill with your faith all this heart
If you wanna begin let's start
if you could fll with your faith all this heart

I let you know the weak of me
should I be ashamed, should I step outside?
I let you know what lies within
should now I regret, now that I have tried?

There must be something in your eyes
I'm really trying to understand
let me be someone in your life
I don't see reasons why I can't

Tell me some reasons why I feel this way
give me the chances that now I could take

• Prescious illusions

This ring will help me yet as will you knight in shining armour
this pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water

• Just another lonely face

You don't know how I feel. You think it's ok, you think it's alright.Tell me why I cannot see. No body sees as far as the eye can see. I would show you a world to share, to share our pain, to share our joy. I will not tell you who I am, I wish you could see... But I will show you somebody without the shadows and the shades I'm carrying with. Would you hear? Would you be someone behind your words? Not face to face is so easy to be somebody else. But I can see and I know you don't, you can't see me. I couldnt find you through this times of joy there, the nothingness alive here... of words unsaid, of things untold, of empty speeches, of speechless emptiness...
I know I won't, I won't show you, it's always behind, behind all your eyes can see, cause maybe I'm afraid, afraid to speak my mind, afraid to tell myself once more time elusive lies. What if this become true? Imagine if all this come down.
Tell me, what it feels? What it feels to be loved, to be heard, to be seen, to be blind, to be real, dont feel sad, share the dreams, living without an endless fear...?
Yes, know me, for I want to show you, this brand new universe I'd share with you, I'll give it to you.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

• Living a girl's adventure tale

Being easy, being real, being here, being there
time for fun, time to think, been so far away from here

It's easy to hide, so natural to lie
the less they can see, easily can I read

A game to play, to know the rules, obey the facts
still awake, anyway, playing to be that kind

Free to choose, slave to feel, a chance not found
enchain myself, by choice I took the risk to lose

Empty words in this mind, overflowing thoughts
coming undone, being a sinner not wanted by own

I break myself, no need to do it, no need to take it
drink from a poisoned cup knowing I'll make it

Winter approaching, opening the doors, freezing my mind
burn from within, fire inside, a silenced reasons why

I took the risk, no need to do it, no need to take it
crawling from black to darker knowing I'll make it

Night approaching, glancing at the sky, blinding my eyes
seeing the signs, both eyes opened, fear at the heart

• Scoundrel days

I was sacrificing myself for him
I was telling myself some lies for his pleassure
I was sacrificing myself for him
I was faking some smiles to disbelieve this torture

What he could ask, could never be true
he was faker than that pleassure I was using to take
to have you over me and put me through
he was something so mechanical to this world I face

You couldn't dare to feel, you couldn't be able to
you couldn't dare to be, you wont even want to
you couldn't hear my words, you wouldn't take care of
you wouldn't talk enough, you could not stay on

• The perfect denial

I don't need you, better alone
don't even need a friend, they can't see me
with or without you, I'm alone
I don't need to be heard, tell what I feel

So I'm gonna go to sleep now
before my mind starts to work and think
so I'm gonna leave this stead now
before my soul awakes from its dream

I always dream awake but I found
there is no better place in this life

I feel awake but I do not seem to live
I'm standing there but no one reach out for me

Though I don't need anybody, better alone
cause even when we're together, I'm always alone

• A truth of me

Yes, it's a fact that you cannot see
yes, I feel bad, I know you can't see

No, I am not that kind little dreamer
no, I don't really think you're a believer

Now, how must I act in from of them?
now, that you know, should I regret?

There, there's so much I've shown them to believe
here, hides a feeling that really is wanting to live

• Distant tides

Didn't you know?
We, the dreamers fear the cold
you left my body out on the blue
I feel my destiny is to lose

Didn't you see?
Here, my heart is breaking me
you left me there out in the rain
down the grieving sky that became my grave

I'm empty and there's nothing I can do
you chose to go, but I'm still loving you

How can I go on?
Fear, it's reigning on my soul
raindrops through the night I have to face
from these stars we'll never encount again

Thursday, June 18, 2009

• I call your name

Don’t tell me you won’t be there
Don’t tell me this wasn’t real
Let me come to you to stay
Don’t tell me you won’t dream… with me

Look at the sky, look above to the stars
Watch them until they fall down around
Look at my eyes, look deep inside
Watch them till my tears gone dry

Don’t step outside, I’ve got my life to share
Standing outside, my love’s sweet for pain
Don’t step outside, I’ve got some words to tell
Waiting outside, I’ll always be there

Tomorrow is the day when I’ll be there for you, only for you
What for I live, this is my dream

• Silence never sleeps

We’re back again
You look so real, you look so normal
Thousand words dries from your mouth
But they’re so far to reach ground

We’re back again
you take me again, you’re talking away
searching today my eyes in the mirror
I see my skin, you left something there

The less you say, the more I think
I am always when you don’t speak
The same again, it doesn’t seem to end
But I know it doesn’t have to be this way

Wondering why, asking myself
Silently I explain myself some lies
I don’t speak, was this problem always there
But everything I don’t say it’s in my mind

Should I let you know that I’m not what you supposed?
Should I talk, should I speak what I hide on my own?
Should you see what I’d be if you enter here deep within?
Should I stare at your eyes hiding my thoughts behind the blank?

I want you to know me but I don’t think I’d want to know you
Millions of people in this world and you’re still here on my thoughts
I would like to be there and hear you, I would like to be true
Not more than three times, they’ve been three, I’ve been told

Time to look outside, time to discover
Time to say goodbye to a chance to be honest
Time to slow down, time to step over
Time to welcome the sounds of new voices

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

• Stories around a tale

It’s like some circumstances
Where only the casual is the chance
It’s like an unwritten future
Where only you live for a day

It’s like a great moment
Painted by artificial colours
It’s like a nice smile
Without the dark of the sorrow

It’s like you were mine for that moment
Like I don’t need anything else
It’s like me walking through the doorway
Like I could forget what you didn’t say

It’s like your kisses were true
Like our world always unseen
It’s like when you put me through
Trying to reach something unreal

It’s like there’s more than lust
Like it’s more than a game
It’s like this wasn’t just a lie
Like we weren’t able to play

• The poison of love

Candy candy to poison me, to poison me
Kiss kiss my poison, to me, give it to me
Hug hug to tear me down, breathtaking lust

• The price of freedom

Lost, the boat in the middle of a sea, fearing the storm, seeing it coming. Should we decide, to leave the boat with knowing we'll lose all we had? To make a new start, to start to move by ourselves? Or should we took the risk to drown with all that made us be but what we, don't really wanna see?

Friday, June 12, 2009

• Controlled emotions

You talk to me, sometimes. You say 'hi'. After some silly questions, we always lose the goodbye. But it's not right that you could hide somewhere in my mind, I do try to get away, to erase the visions of your face.

Night does not last but yet there's no sun, and there outside I always look above, place my eyes to the sky and search for any star. But there ain't any, it's not to worry, I feel ready, always to face it.

You say you're ok. Memories to the chest of the forgotten days. I didn't need that and I swear that I'm fine, was just all I've cried, my tears they dried, your tears they died, your tears of mine which once in time were overflowing from these eyes that couldn’t see so far, which always've been sad, longing for the past, searching in the dark for some kind of light, spending all the time hiding in the dust of those secret desires.

You claimed only eyes to you, thought for me too?
My words were true, I never could prove it to you

You talk to me, but half of the words disappear in silence.
You look at me, a sight from the cold born in the darkness.
You're blind to see, the light of the frown within the kindness.
You'll someday feel how the mind and the thoughts dwell within madness.


• Not built to last

Something's in the air
in the air which I cannot breath
some unreal faces has taken it away
and left me so empty and lonely here

I guess it's now hard to see
between shame and pride
a false memory of the sea
in a beach where reigns the sun

But I can't say to you a word
which would allow you to see through my eyes
and to know this sickess world
which exists only in my mind

Soon you'll be down walking by
on that world between those people
before the meat realise you're alive
and I'll not look for any reason

I won't forget where you've been
I will remember with some kind of shame
but I'll be happy that you're not here
and that too soon my words slipped away

I will disappear and you'll fade away
I think that it's not that bad
indeed I don't think I'd stay
if I'd smell some kind of compromise


• Exposure

(Watch my dream)

Hear my whisper
see my fall
touch my lust
listen my song
feel my eyes
make my words
look my tears
view my thoughts

(Listen my dream)

Feel your whisper
watch your fall
look your lust
make your song
see your eyes
hear your words
touch your tears
View your thoughts

• Sigh-t

I roam the streets at night when sun sleeps
and I walk down the road, so alone,
searching for a face, a face without a name

Night's lights, they make me feel alive
though I know my skin is dead

While I watch people walking by
I wonder why their greetings they welcome
and then say goodbye with a frown

And so I walk alone, through the empty night
with some faces, no names, empty words
the more they try to get inside me, the less I talk
and the more I want to still walking, all alone

• Winter's calling on my home

I thought love was something
we could let it be free
and still keep being yours

I thought love had a name
that no one ever loved but me
cause I were of one

But I am free now, alone
I'm cold, I lie myself
I hide from them all

The pieces, broken, they are frozen
by the wind of time, by the lights of night
by some faces I can clearly rewind
by some false delusions, by broken illusions
by some tastes, great and nice ones

I were from no one but you, all-in-all
hide the feelings for so long, to realise
I went cold, I lost the only thing in me that's left
what I'd die for, live for, lie for... something
I used to call love... to share, to live, and to give

• Cold, dark and empty

Tear myself down from the clouds. Clear my memory off of all I remember. Drown me into the lake of tears I've been feeding evr'y day. Cast away all the hope from this hands. Cut my false smile off from this face made of stone. Pull down all my dignity with some of your words. Make my ears bleed by listening such the lies you've been saying. Step me outside to the other side I'm calling and begging for. Rip all feelings off from this body to be dust on a grave. Let me forget who I was trying everytime to be. Erase the words you once wrote in that book of dreams and bury it with all of the rest in the fire of eternity. Stop the time and blow my past away to start again.

Run away from this kind I pray to give to you
from these tear-wet-eyes that wont focus on the righteous way
from this mouth that screams silently to you to kill her
from these arms which keep on searching for a hug made of compromise
from these legs that won't stop on running from cage to cage
from these knees that won't stop on falling, and won't stop on walking
from these hands, that won't give up on writing words that are only yours
from this mind that won't forget the illusion you let it drown
from this spirit which begs for you to break the illusion so hard
from this heart which lies to itself and wants you to take it
from the star that I call everynight to tell me what are you into
from the rain of mine, falling from the sky to make you see me crying
from the ravens whom could take your heart away if you have one
from this will that longs to see you again and again

And my eyes, heart, mind, thoughts, spirit, soul, will, life, want you to rip all my life off, to see you fall, to break me down, to tear you down. Nothing could make sense. And I don't know you, and you don't know me, but I'm almost sure, there's none as empty as you, even myself

• Catch me as I fall

Laugh to share some nice moments
think an illusion that could not be
lose the grip between the abyss
and the ground, float in space

Moon showing the words that describe my destiny
then a wind bloom them away to hide them
on the top of some trees so high, yet not in sky
so silence fulfils my ears with emptiness

Watching the seconds passing so slow
and days running so fast
and I in the middle of things I don't know yet
and you, between fog, dust and a shadow of your own self

It's nice, then is cold
beautiful and freezing
kind and grey
so grey

Delusion, after flying
dying after an endless fall
tear up, cut off, slide out
slay, rip off, bury deep

Cry, the last reason not to sleep
dream, the first one to sleep awake
disaster, what comes with the storm
an endless pain, forever from the eyes

• Burning temptation

Strange, and I hate your illness
love to hear your voice
detest to listen those words
I'd drown you, if you could swim

Rare, I'm waiting to see you again
and show you the less I look at you
and so you won't see into my eyes
for I don't want you to see me naked from within

I want to tie a korn around your neck
and caress it sweatly with my nails
I'd make you the deepest wound
to prove myself there's something deeper than your eyes

And you talk to me, I always wait for that
and I pray you'd listen to me too
and so then make bleed your ears
so you could taste the blood,
so you then suffer more than me
when I taste my tears

• Time and again

The never-ending story here, in my skin, felt by my consciousness, that can’t differ between the pride and the will.
Some kind of game, so serious, trying to change what was written by my own hand, what I supposed it would be my fate. Though I can’t see longer than my eyes, so I’m weak, I realised I’m not the kind of person whom will resist to my will because that, the will is the only thing which makes me live. And I, I fall, I always try to step outside your way to show my pride, my careless.
But I cannot extinguish what you once lightened in me, and I’ve told you, I’m not patience, not to wait for.
I cursed you, said goodbye, yes, seriously said goodbye. I wrote, I read, and wrote again to find only there has to be something more, and hoping not
Fight, pride, fall, to temptation, by weakness, trying to find some inner strength which would come from a sense of pride that I’m trying so hard to make mine.
But anyway, who can tell, who really are you! I know I don’t know you, and you, you just don’t know me.

• Down to the tracks

It's easy to forget
when all you've left is pity and shame
Because for that sense of pride of mine
even if I can't control it at all
I'm always trying to strive
to fall from your wicked words

• My own built guillotine

Shut this useless words with your lips
they wanna feel that you are for real
though is not enough you write some words
I really want this you to know

Show me the way you read through this eyes
that don't wanna see
kill this silence for a while
while forever becomes the past



Thursday, June 4, 2009

• Unity divides

And a tear
Which made you
Dream of me.

And a pride
To show to you
And called mine.

And a thousand words
Written on paper about you
To rip you off.

A million times
Mine thoughts made yours
It’s not like you should know the score.

Cause I’ll not let you see
All the games I’ve lost
But here I am, and so out of reach.

• Nowhere to fall

Tell me something to rely on
do not step outside
here lies some kind of pain
stretched across the life
i have to face

Pride to face the everyday
eyes to see the light

Come, fix my shattered self
take me to you world
where nothing's left to ask
cuz all of our past
become to dust

Pride to change the everyday
eyes to see the sun
and without remorse
leave the past behind

Pride to face the everyday
eyes to see the light
a chance to start again
begin to live the life

Stay, don't just walk away
help me to find out
the relief for this curse
that seems so far to reach
here in my dream

• Portrait of a dream

Close to wake up from a daydream
where nightmare does not sleep
close to fall from an abyss
where the ground does not exist

Without noticing keep on running through the path
without taking care still running in the dark

Visions of memories
which did never exist
fulfil my emptiness
you know for whom I live, nobody
you know for whom I’d die, nobody

But its too late to say goodbye and it's too soon to tell you why

In my head, it's in my head
and it makes me who I am
who I’m supposed to be is just what you see
but the mirror shows an empty gaze
the eyes see no future.
I’ll show you how when I am the worlds turns so small
I’m here to stay and there’s nothing I can do
to keep on walking to your cage

• Less than pure

Each day you look more alike…

That distant star in the darkest sky
Trying to be reached
From the oblivion and the dust
I, just a shadow trying to be
In the essence of the blank
My words to you so stripped
While i’m being consummed so hard
By the lights of a new day’s shift

And that might be fury
Like a funeral whisper of a grave
From an useless body
He wakes up souless to be heard
My love, pour of glory
Longing for you to hear what it has to say
Though it’s not your duty
But you don’t really have another chance

To those gods, unfolded the love
That shiny day, didn’t give us faith
Without noticing stealing mine
The after day, something I cannot mend
And I have been waiting for lights
For signs to show me the steps
But I wasn’t seeing the signs
And without noticing it reached the end

• Absent illusion

The fact that you know my name
doesnt mean that you know me

• Attraction. Rejection

There’s a thing you should know
but yet I cant find the words
that I’ve been always searching for

The phone, the pictures, the song
the lyrics, that poem, those words,
the questions, the reasons, the lies
nothing has ever been enough

The laughter, the jealousy, to take care,
to be there when I needed to be heard
the gifts, the surprises you gave to me
wanting to show the love I could not see

I’m not blind, I have both eyes opened
that’s why, I wont work things over
because all I need you cant give it to me
the trust, which would make me believe in love

Don’t try to tell me what should I believe
I’m tired of people begging for love at my feet
crying in front of me down to their knees
that wont ever work for me, cant you see?

• No hard feelings

I thought you were
And that your sky was blue, but wasnt too,
I thought I’d stay
At least for a while, at least a day.

I thought you’d be
And that you could hear, or at least see
I thought I’d be here
To listen to you, what you didn’t do.

There’s no shame, not any pain
Nor words to say I’d wish to tell
There’s no remorse, no speech untold
Nor things you should have known
That are not allowed.

There’s no delusion, no broken illusion
Nor any thoughts of some destruction
There’s no regret, no one to blame
Nor anything I wanna explain
That lives in today.

• These ghosts forever

I rule the night and live at day
I force the night to stay awake
you left the shadow of a new day
but all that remains is an edless quest

You try to hold it all inside
try not to look weak by the sight
you cast the shadow of a frustrated dream
but the sun will shine and then will sleep


You dream yourself alive in so many ways
you think a broken heart can easily mend
yet the pieces still down on the floor remaining
that day when somethig was lost

Cry to nobody but without any tear
ephemeral thoughts and handful of fears
stretched across the pain didn't believe was real
learn how the ghosts will not disappear

• When the Hangman calls

His heart could not be wrong
His reason forced him to wake up
He felt there was something on
Which was announcing the end that night

Overfilled conscience with thoughts
Lying to himself, memories he forgot
Which never did die, will never die
cause the memory exist to doom our life

Death defying acts and words
So many times hurting so cold
The Hangman laughes out loud
For He would make him wake up

The battle concerning what’s right or wrong
Telling some lies and writing untruth
And night telling us what should we do
but actually we’ve it understood

Abyss at front, wolves at the back
Taking a look to the final dwelling
Made him opened his eyes and wake up
To a new start to a life thought was ending

• Move to Memphis

Where the lights of the night
Make me wanna dance
Make me laugh
At what life has become

• To buy the truth and sell a lie

A fight announced
somehow it has to end
mankind in the abyss of
knowledge’s decay

The world will never be
like we think it would be
learn something, then forget
does it make sense to learn?

Tell me now your beliefs
tomorrow you’ll change them
or will you forever sleep
unto that thing called faith?

The never-ending unknown of the future
makes us live fearing every second that comes
will your try to be strong in mind?
or will you hide in the dark?

There are voices inside my head
and I ask, should I let them dream?
Should I let them sleep?

They are fighting for believe
instead of fighting for their dreams
faith had turned them blind
faith had frozen their hearts
faith had taken their lives
faith had killed them inside

• Beyond horizons of the human sense

To be
Conprehend
Realise there’s a today.

Hear and see
There has to be
Any kind of after day.

Breath
And leave
And go ahead and stay awake.

Touch
Your hands
And watch the clouds passig by.

Cry
To those past days
To the goodbyes we’re gonna say.

Smile
And reach
For the sky you’ll never feel.

Walk
Through this path
And dream awake and be not blind.

Crawl
In the dark
And feel your knees on the ground.

Believe
Only in yourself
And the things you said you’d take.

Trust
No one but you
For everyone walk their own paths through.

• The earth rolls to all

Cold eyes, freezing gaze
Grey smile, so turns away
and watch the world
How earth turns itself
And feels the cold
Carried away by himself

So the whole world keep on falling
To an unavoidable ending

Perfection in sigh, never to be done
Never to be reached, never feels the ground
And tries not to step wrong
Not a lapse allowed
Though he cant see how close
is the storm to come

It’s a simple game
We both know the rules
But be afraid to play
Cause I won’t lose

• A mended rhyme

I remember too clear my sins
And I know there’s nothing to believe
I only have broken dreams
Those marks never gonna heal

I wasted a lot of time in my life
I was a bomb of time
I wish I could rise my scabs
To go and search a new sky

My eyes were so blind
And I hated everyone
But nothing’s gonna be alright
I’m just too numb and dumb

I’ve to find my inner voice
I have to finally take the control
I wont live from the hope
Because my faith has gone

This is knife wound
And it feels so good
Kill my pain if you can
Before I have a crush

Give to my hands a tear of a rose
I wanna show you all that is lost
Put in my hands an angel’s wing
And I’ll show you what is a dream

• Dark is the night for all

Far, so far away from here
lies some kind of hope
but we’re still on our owns
waiting for a call
without remorse

Sun is falling down now
you have to face the night

Deep, inside our minds
we hide some kind of guilt
how can we face the night
staying with all those shades
of our past

Sun is falling down now
you have to face the night
do not think you'll rest
you will meet the pain

Sun rises again
but now the sunset comes
we try to face the night
we live just a lie

Close, too close to breath here
we are hiding our face
we still pretend not to mind
but the sun goes down
where will you hide?

• Win or lose. Do or die

What should i pretend to be?
May I act like someone else?
I’ve already played this game
I know the rules

I can shut up, I wouldn’t be lying
I can close my eyes, I wouldn’t be sleeping

We all play our cards, I’ve done it too
sometimes we win, we’re used to lose

Life isnt a game but we are still playing
the curtains will close, actors have to rest
all the games have an end

• Apple of discord

I’m prettier down the rain
People cant see my tears
Cutting my face so deep
(and you’d be prettier buried
Into the depths of the earth
Sleeping with death forever)

I have something to say
I was wrong when I said
You left me with nothing
Cause now I haveone thing
Holy hate

As I see myself drowning
Fast into great madness
I see yourself falling
I laugh out loud, and cant stop
I love your misery

Holy hate you had left
In which my soul burns
And yours will do too
Although I think that’s not enough
Holy hate you’ll be blessed
And I will make you fall
I’ll make you pay the price
I will hunt you till you die

• I, deception

Indeed, i can say
Things will never be the same
I played my parts
But still I hide behind the mask

I can rewind your eyes to then
When your smile were bright
Ephemeral dreams were your eyes
A world we could have had

But I was afraid to lose
The world you perfectly draw
And I had to betray you
I felt I had no choice

A deeper kind of slumber
I was afraid to taste
A deeper kind of slumber
I wasn’t ready to face

• Chaos within

Still he sits on the bed
Memories running through his head
So tired of being asleep all night
Waiting for sleep at least for an hour

Trying to reach something
That which doesn’t exist
All things in life now seems
That they never did

And without reason
he still searches for answers
Trapped in his own prison
Of his narrowed mind, blinded

• Through the dark

Once upon a time
blackened souls had taken his soul
they had possesed his life
had stolen his destiny, his fate, his future

Night reaching out
he stands up
from his tomb
to take revenge

• Self destruction, satisfaction

Lay of life's stronger than before
I'm amazed in front of the mirror
a mirror that isnt there but I see
there are a lot of them in the street

See them dancing with the wind
watch them crawling in the dust
reflections of what my dreams used to be
flying high then teared down

Wind is singing in my ear
oh hear it whispering something
it sounds beautiful, yet I dont get
what is telling me, cant understand

Cant this sweet visions be real?
but I'm not dreaming nor sleeping
this is more than just a dream
I don't care if this is poisoning me

I play with life, and deal with death
I face the night to lie at day
whatever they say I don't care
this is the way i wanna get

• Weakness is torn apart

Sounds of life are fading out
from your secret desires,
while endless cries flows out
from those holes without eyes

Falling on your knees
begging for light but cannot see
crying alone, facing the night
until the sun rises up

Every step you take
is nothing but a mistake
there's nothing you can do
all doors leads you astray

There's no answers to find
even questions to ask
you are the slave
of your own mistakes

The seed you reaped
had always been rotten
your speech has gone too far
your words are dust
and so you are

• Down in the city at nights

Cant you see it? Cant you feel it?
I want the night to last forever

The stars shine like they never did before
like they’ll never fall down to earth
to the seas which’ll wash their light away