• Walking through the dead in search of life

We became vulnerable down the cry of the stars

we have come now to see if one of them could still shine

we found ourselves just in case to become one

we found ourselves down the moon we used to watch

We left ourselves to the hands of that destiny even we could not see

we left everything to the hands of someone who wasn't able to dream

and so we believed nothing could revive the ashes

but time has found us to learn how to walk from failures

• From a bleeding heart

I don't want their words

nor their untouchable whispers to my ears

I'll live in my world

nothing but your eyes would wipe away my tears

Maybe I need you

it wasn't just superficial thoughts

maybe I dream you

to tell myself I have found love

Could be that it isn't just a game?

Could be that something's alive inside?

That you candled a light on my way

that you can paint a sun in this night

Will you be there at that one moment?

Will you be able to open up your doors?

Will you be there to work things over?

Will you be able to see deep through this core?

How many times should we decide

if we are in this world to live?

How many times should we wake up

once we've found us lost in a dream?

How deep would be the answer

if the question was not meant to?

How deep would be a because

when there is nothing to put through?

Will you be there if I just start

to tear myself down right in front of you?

Will you be able to see the struggle behind

my smile I'm hiding through?

Will you be there to reach ground

if my eyes could not see the reality?

Will you be able to explain to me

reasons not to feed vanity?

I don't wanna dream again

I don't wanna know the end

I just wanna stay awake

I don't wanna meet the ache

I don't wanna hear you say

that you cannot feel the same

I just want you here to stay

don't tell me to get away

And yes, today I need your eyes

it's true, tomorrow will be another day

and yes, today I need your smile

it's true, yesterday I didn't feel the same

Hear myself saying

how much I would take care of you

you maybe won't listen

all the time I think of you

But then is the hope

fading away to put me through

and later the mirror

will say to me I'm a fool

Maybe I should say

maybe I should speak

I should know the steps

don't want pain within

Maybe I just should not stay

maybe I shouldnt even feel

perhaps silence is the way

perhaps the pain is meant for me

• Time is exhausted for action

Today is the day

when I say to you a goodbye

today is the day

nevermore will I fear the night

Today is your day

but it is no longer mine

todat is the day

when I step myself outside

Today will be true

I will hear some words from your voice again

today I'll stay true

you'll hear me but the inside will be dead

Today is when I just woke up

today is when remains the past

today is when all become dust

today is when I say goodbye

Today is when I fly away

today is when I found my aim

today is when I will not stay

today is when I'll cave your grave

• Take on me

Read me, I'll show you
because I hide beind the words
find me, I'll show you
how can I hide inside a world

I want you to see me
I want you to know me
I wish you could read me
I wish you could love me

Too far from head to mouth
too close from mind to hand
too far yourself for now
too close I'm to reach ground

If you wanna hear I'll talk
if you could fill with your faith all this heart
If you wanna begin let's start
if you could fll with your faith all this heart

I let you know the weak of me
should I be ashamed, should I step outside?
I let you know what lies within
should now I regret, now that I have tried?

There must be something in your eyes
I'm really trying to understand
let me be someone in your life
I don't see reasons why I can't

Tell me some reasons why I feel this way
give me the chances that now I could take

• Prescious illusions

This ring will help me yet as will you knight in shining armour

this pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water

• Just another lonely face

You don't know how I feel. You think it's ok, you think it's alright.Tell me why I cannot see. No body sees as far as the eye can see. I would show you a world to share, to share our pain, to share our joy. I will not tell you who I am, I wish you could see... But I will show you somebody without the shadows and the shades I'm carrying with. Would you hear? Would you be someone behind your words? Not face to face is so easy to be somebody else. But I can see and I know you don't, you can't see me. I couldnt find you through this times of joy there, the nothingness alive here... of words unsaid, of things untold, of empty speeches, of speechless emptiness...
I know I won't, I won't show you, it's always behind, behind all your eyes can see, cause maybe I'm afraid, afraid to speak my mind, afraid to tell myself once more time elusive lies. What if this become true? Imagine if all this come down.
Tell me, what it feels? What it feels to be loved, to be heard, to be seen, to be blind, to be real, dont feel sad, share the dreams, living without an endless fear...?
Yes, know me, for I want to show you, this brand new universe I'd share with you, I'll give it to you.

• Living a girl's adventure tale

Being easy, being real, being here, being there
time for fun, time to think, been so far away from here

It's easy to hide, so natural to lie
the less they can see, easily can I read

A game to play, to know the rules, obey the facts
still awake, anyway, playing to be that kind

Free to choose, slave to feel, a chance not found
enchain myself, by choice I took the risk to lose

Empty words in this mind, overflowing thoughts
coming undone, being a sinner not wanted by own

I break myself, no need to do it, no need to take it
drink from a poisoned cup knowing I'll make it

Winter approaching, opening the doors, freezing my mind
burn from within, fire inside, a silenced reasons why

I took the risk, no need to do it, no need to take it
crawling from black to darker knowing I'll make it

Night approaching, glancing at the sky, blinding my eyes
seeing the signs, both eyes opened, fear at the heart

• Scoundrel days

I was sacrificing myself for him
I was telling myself some lies for his pleassure
I was sacrificing myself for him
I was faking some smiles to disbelieve this torture

What he could ask, could never be true
he was faker than that pleassure I was using to take
to have you over me and put me through
he was something so mechanical to this world I face

You couldn't dare to feel, you couldn't be able to
you couldn't dare to be, you wont even want to
you couldn't hear my words, you wouldn't take care of
you wouldn't talk enough, you could not stay on

• The perfect denial

I don't need you, better alone
don't even need a friend, they can't see me
with or without you, I'm alone
I don't need to be heard, tell what I feel

So I'm gonna go to sleep now
before my mind starts to work and think
so I'm gonna leave this stead now
before my soul awakes from its dream

I always dream awake but I found
there is no better place in this life

I feel awake but I do not seem to live
I'm standing there but no one reach out for me

Though I don't need anybody, better alone
cause even when we're together, I'm always alone

• A truth of me

Yes, it's a fact that you cannot see
yes, I feel bad, I know you can't see

No, I am not that kind little dreamer
no, I don't really think you're a believer

Now, how must I act in from of them?
now, that you know, should I regret?

There, there's so much I've shown them to believe
here, hides a feeling that really is wanting to live

• Distant tides

Didn't you know?
We, the dreamers fear the cold
you left my body out on the blue
I feel my destiny is to lose

Didn't you see?
Here, my heart is breaking me
you left me there out in the rain
down the grieving sky that became my grave

I'm empty and there's nothing I can do
you chose to go, but I'm still loving you

How can I go on?
Fear, it's reigning on my soul
raindrops through the night I have to face
from these stars we'll never encount again

• I call your name

Don’t tell me you won’t be there
Don’t tell me this wasn’t real
Let me come to you to stay
Don’t tell me you won’t dream… with me

Look at the sky, look above to the stars
Watch them until they fall down around
Look at my eyes, look deep inside
Watch them till my tears gone dry

Don’t step outside, I’ve got my life to share
Standing outside, my love’s sweet for pain
Don’t step outside, I’ve got some words to tell
Waiting outside, I’ll always be there

Tomorrow is the day when I’ll be there for you, only for you
What for I live, this is my dream

• Silence never sleeps

We’re back again
You look so real, you look so normal
Thousand words dries from your mouth
But they’re so far to reach ground

We’re back again
you take me again, you’re talking away
searching today my eyes in the mirror
I see my skin, you left something there

The less you say, the more I think
I am always when you don’t speak
The same again, it doesn’t seem to end
But I know it doesn’t have to be this way

Wondering why, asking myself
Silently I explain myself some lies
I don’t speak, was this problem always there
But everything I don’t say it’s in my mind

Should I let you know that I’m not what you supposed?
Should I talk, should I speak what I hide on my own?
Should you see what I’d be if you enter here deep within?
Should I stare at your eyes hiding my thoughts behind the blank?

I want you to know me but I don’t think I’d want to know you
Millions of people in this world and you’re still here on my thoughts
I would like to be there and hear you, I would like to be true
Not more than three times, they’ve been three, I’ve been told

Time to look outside, time to discover
Time to say goodbye to a chance to be honest
Time to slow down, time to step over
Time to welcome the sounds of new voices

• Stories around a tale

It’s like some circumstances
Where only the casual is the chance
It’s like an unwritten future
Where only you live for a day

It’s like a great moment
Painted by artificial colours
It’s like a nice smile
Without the dark of the sorrow

It’s like you were mine for that moment
Like I don’t need anything else
It’s like me walking through the doorway
Like I could forget what you didn’t say

It’s like your kisses were true
Like our world always unseen
It’s like when you put me through
Trying to reach something unreal

It’s like there’s more than lust
Like it’s more than a game
It’s like this wasn’t just a lie
Like we weren’t able to play

• The poison of love

Candy candy to poison me, to poison me
Kiss kiss my poison, to me, give it to me
Hug hug to tear me down, breathtaking lust

• The price of freedom

Lost, the boat in the middle of a sea, fearing the storm, seeing it coming. Should we decide, to leave the boat with knowing we'll lose all we had? To make a new start, to start to move by ourselves? Or should we took the risk to drown with all that made us be but what we, don't really wanna see?

• Controlled emotions

You talk to me, sometimes. You say 'hi'. After some silly questions, we always lose the goodbye. But it's not right that you could hide somewhere in my mind, I do try to get away, to erase the visions of your face.

Night does not last but yet there's no sun, and there outside I always look above, place my eyes to the sky and search for any star. But there ain't any, it's not to worry, I feel ready, always to face it.

You say you're ok. Memories to the chest of the forgotten days. I didn't need that and I swear that I'm fine, was just all I've cried, my tears they dried, your tears they died, your tears of mine which once in time were overflowing from these eyes that couldn’t see so far, which always've been sad, longing for the past, searching in the dark for some kind of light, spending all the time hiding in the dust of those secret desires.

You claimed only eyes to you, thought for me too?
My words were true, I never could prove it to you

You talk to me, but half of the words disappear in silence.
You look at me, a sight from the cold born in the darkness.
You're blind to see, the light of the frown within the kindness.
You'll someday feel how the mind and the thoughts dwell within madness.

• Not built to last

Something's in the air
in the air which I cannot breath
some unreal faces has taken it away
and left me so empty and lonely here

I guess it's now hard to see
between shame and pride
a false memory of the sea
in a beach where reigns the sun

But I can't say to you a word
which would allow you to see through my eyes
and to know this sickess world
which exists only in my mind

Soon you'll be down walking by
on that world between those people
before the meat realise you're alive
and I'll not look for any reason

I won't forget where you've been
I will remember with some kind of shame
but I'll be happy that you're not here
and that too soon my words slipped away

I will disappear and you'll fade away
I think that it's not that bad
indeed I don't think I'd stay
if I'd smell some kind of compromise

• Exposure

(Watch my dream)

Hear my whisper
see my fall
touch my lust
listen my song
feel my eyes
make my words
look my tears
view my thoughts

(Listen my dream)

Feel your whisper
watch your fall
look your lust
make your song
see your eyes
hear your words
touch your tears
View your thoughts

• Sigh-t

I roam the streets at night when sun sleeps
and I walk down the road, so alone,
searching for a face, a face without a name

Night's lights, they make me feel alive
though I know my skin is dead

While I watch people walking by
I wonder why their greetings they welcome
and then say goodbye with a frown

And so I walk alone, through the empty night
with some faces, no names, empty words
the more they try to get inside me, the less I talk
and the more I want to still walking, all alone