• Collecting all the fallen words

Some tears have fallen after making love with you and you only were asking what the hell was wrong with me, like with some kind of repulse. I didn’t know what was passing by though my feelings, I felt an enourmous sadness from within, I felt like something was struggling my soul, my heart. I’ve never found the reason why those tears were falling through my eyes, it was something like a storm was borning in me, and I wasn’t able to stop them, so I didn’t try to hide them, like a lot of other times when you couldn’t notice I was crying. But it’s ok you were not looking at me, I didn’t want to show my weakness anyway…
Maybe I know now the reason… I was giving you all I had, all my love, and you gave me nothing from you. So I went empty. Something inside me was taken away, you were stealing what made me the person I killed not long ago. I found we both died, I’m not me anymore, because now I see, because I found I loved you more than anything, I let you have authority over me over much, I was living your life, I was walking through your way to reach your happiness. How could I not see that? That I needed to live, to feel and do what I think, and not live your life.
You came towards me and wanted me to be your doll, you only wanted to play. But you know? We are not all made of stone, we all cant forget the past, we are not all made to please the others, we all cant forgive the past, because I was, but then I found, I was not living, I’m not gonna live forever, and true love, true love is free. True love really is forever… while people do not change. The person who had fallen in love for you, now is dead. Who I am does not need to know you, don’t wanna know you neither. Make your own world. Don’t put my name in your list, to walk with you through tha path of life.