• Goodbye forever

Is there something I can say?
Should I stay, should I wait, should I go?
Yet none of my words can reach your ears.
Just a fading illusion of a desire to possess you is all you can see

What does those blinded eyes see?
You only had to look at me like watching tv
so empty, so cold

None of my tears will be kissed by your sun
none of my secrets will be heard by the wind

My hands, I've cleaned them, yet I'm still ugly
but they will never feel the gently touch of your skin again
it's against all odds that I will let you know how fragile I am

There's only an useless faith that I believe could be truth
it's you and me watching the sunrise, staying at the sunset
embracing each other with beautiful words we used to say
kissing with some hiding lust each other's lips
and I can see it, I can feel it, I can smell the perfum of you hair
I see you smiling at me, both crying for the fear to lose
I see me crying and you angry but holding our hands till the end

But that still are impossible though.
I'm not yours and wont ever be again
There's no chance for us
the last word has been spoken

Not ashes in your mind
there won't be any candle to light again
just the memory remains, only mine
the most sweet memory will live in my head
cause time will fade away what we had lived in your mind

i'm not the same
although I have your name written on my heart
try to erode it but it wont be erased

You are not the person I fell for anymore
and nevermore will our words be the same
our eyes see the same way, our mouths laugh
our hands touch, our minds think

Because I wont lie to you
and you wont cry in front of me