Friday, June 12, 2009

• Cold, dark and empty

Tear myself down from the clouds. Clear my memory off of all I remember. Drown me into the lake of tears I've been feeding evr'y day. Cast away all the hope from this hands. Cut my false smile off from this face made of stone. Pull down all my dignity with some of your words. Make my ears bleed by listening such the lies you've been saying. Step me outside to the other side I'm calling and begging for. Rip all feelings off from this body to be dust on a grave. Let me forget who I was trying everytime to be. Erase the words you once wrote in that book of dreams and bury it with all of the rest in the fire of eternity. Stop the time and blow my past away to start again.

Run away from this kind I pray to give to you
from these tear-wet-eyes that wont focus on the righteous way
from this mouth that screams silently to you to kill her
from these arms which keep on searching for a hug made of compromise
from these legs that won't stop on running from cage to cage
from these knees that won't stop on falling, and won't stop on walking
from these hands, that won't give up on writing words that are only yours
from this mind that won't forget the illusion you let it drown
from this spirit which begs for you to break the illusion so hard
from this heart which lies to itself and wants you to take it
from the star that I call everynight to tell me what are you into
from the rain of mine, falling from the sky to make you see me crying
from the ravens whom could take your heart away if you have one
from this will that longs to see you again and again

And my eyes, heart, mind, thoughts, spirit, soul, will, life, want you to rip all my life off, to see you fall, to break me down, to tear you down. Nothing could make sense. And I don't know you, and you don't know me, but I'm almost sure, there's none as empty as you, even myself

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